I know i must go on.
“At times lifes unfair and you know
its plain to see
Hey God I know Im just a dot in
this world
Have you forgot about me?
Whatever life brings
Ive been through everything
And now Im on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way” (Creed, Dont Stop Danceing)
Life Isent Fare. My parents have decited to unground me NEXT SATERDAY. 2 Weeks im rounded becouse they went through my stuff. I have already started moving all my stuff to Cassies house. Mom adams is glad to have me. When i get ungrounded im going to go to cassies house every day after dinner and when ever mom adams is homw after school. I cant wate to get out of this house….. To day i sawl Chris Z, It was so good to see him. I wished so badly that Cassie wasent there so i could REALY talk to him. But she wouldent go away. I was like she was afread to leave me with him that i would like jump on him and have mad sex in the middle of the school. She is so sad…. But i realy wish i could talk to him. For some reasion it feels like he is the onely one i can realy talk to. Like he is the onely one who realy ounderstands. I long so much to tell him every thing but i cant do it one the internet and im not aloued out of the house. Life truely isent fare. But i Know i must go on. As heard as it may be some times.