What do you do When They Tack you Away from the One You Love

Fuck you

lifeonachain — Sun, 20 Jun 2004 00:00:01 +0000

I fuckin hate people…..
1st john is fuckin broken, and jess looks liek she couldent give a fuck how the hell could you love some one one day then the next day be with some one elce. I dount under stand people.
2ed there vic hes a cool kid and he used to call me ever night then one day he stoped cause i had a phone card. Now i can never get a hold of him the muthefucker, never call me may be im in a bad mood but right now the world coudl go FUCK ITS SELF

I dont understand

lifeonachain — Mon, 16 Feb 2004 00:00:01 +0000

My friend Chris is mad at me, Onely i dont know whati did. Ever notice when some ones mad at you, you usealy know what you did. Well I have no clue what i did! It sucks have him mad at me cause he helped me throught so much. “One i ran to you, now i run from you”

Some of us arnt going to make it

lifeonachain — Thu, 12 Feb 2004 00:00:01 +0000

Where were you when we were getting high? Talk about needing a break, I just want to gett away from it all take something to make me forget all my problems. For get about Jas, chris, school, parents everything main i want to say fuck it all and drop out. Why douse every one have such high expectations? I know im going to grow up and live from pay check to pay check, like haph the world. So i just say fuck it all, and puff it and pass it.

Champagne supernova

lifeonachain — Thu, 05 Feb 2004 00:00:01 +0000

Theye took away the one i love and wont give him back… Today i was told by my bestfriend if i ever went out with him agen she would kill me. You can tell the love we shair. So now im finely fell conterable with him agen but it wont happen. People will not let it, I think fate is agenst me. yeah all bleam it on fate.” As we beg and steal and borrow, life is a hit and miss and this, i hope, i think, i know if i ever hear the names you call, and if i stumble catch me when i fall. Cas baby after all youll never forget my name.”

All hear you scream agean

lifeonachain — Tue, 27 Jan 2004 00:00:01 +0000

“I love you like a lyirck loves a meliody, lay me compleatiely wrapped up in you” Chris played me that song on the phone when we went out. He was the onely one i TRUELY loved. I still love him and i miss him every time i see him in the hall. When ever me and chris went out we had alfull comunication probles. I think we onely ever broke up becouse of that. I dident know how to tell him of my jeliousey. Any way after we break up theres a period when we wont talk it like wew mad at each other and our friends dont talk eather. But i think we have gotten through that barier. Chries freinds are letting up on me i dont get rude comients in the hall any more. And we can talk and even jock we were around each other. I gess im over him i still have fellings up i think im going to have them for ever. I still Love him with all my heart and soul. Onely i know i got to let go. Mabby those felling will never leave and i will always love him now i just need to learn to love some one elce or try to. Just stop dwellin gon what will never be. I missed my chance. “In my eye in dispose in diciouse no one knows” Ps sorry the tytle dousent have any thing to do with it but i liked it

Dont know any more

lifeonachain — Thu, 18 Dec 2003 00:00:01 +0000

“When some boddy loved me ever thing was beautiful, ever hour we spent togeather lives with in me still” I loved some one at a time i loved chris with all me heart, but i thought the loved died i thought it was over. But i dont know if i can do that. i have tryed to moved on im with phill… but phills not Chris. I dont know why i loved him so or why i still love him but i do. Its one of those things you cant help, mabby its all in my head i dont know any more…. I just Dont know “I wish i could say that everything went back to normal, but it dident. Especially me. I started running into things, like the door, and kept tripping over the coffee table and losing things. I always have been kind of absent minded, but man, then I was lucky if i got home from school with the right motebook and with both shoes on.”

All be alright

lifeonachain — Sat, 06 Sep 2003 00:00:01 +0000

Another time with him another meaningless act… To some Sex is a great experaince. I wish i had that prilavage. For me its not sex its just another fuck…. After awile you stop to care, you stop thinking any one will want you for anything elce but your boddy…. I wish some one would realy like me for me. MCL, Cole
“Understand i was stressed living day to day was hard and i gave it my best.”

The world can bite me

lifeonachain — Mon, 02 Jun 2003 00:00:01 +0000

“Fuck it all fuck this world fuck every thing you stand for, Dont belong dont exist dont give a shit, Dont ever jude me!”
The world can fuck me! Yea all of you who think you know me, Who think you ounderstand me…. “If you dont like me you can fuck off! Got a bulet for every one” Why is no one who they say they are any more. Finely i get a chance to be my self and i get acused of trying to being somthing elce. when i was younger i would always try and be what other people wanted me to be now im not i get to be my self. Onely people dont like it they dont like the way i think. Well im sorry i cant control what i think… But at least im thinking!… SO what if now im doing new things. Whats the big deal if i have new things in my life! I know there not the best things for me and thats why i dont them all the time…. people make it sound like thats all i think about, or all i talk about but if you would lisson to all i have to say you might hear more then just that. You onely hear what you want to hear not all i say. So im sorry if im not your sweet inosent little chirch girl any more but i gess your going to have to learn to deal and if you cant do that….you can fuck off! “don’t rebel to sell, it just suits “me” well” Bless it be, Nicole

The world can bite me

lifeonachain — Mon, 02 Jun 2003 00:00:01 +0000

ICP, How many times

lifeonachain — Wed, 30 Apr 2003 00:00:01 +0000

“How many times will a judge decide my fate,
Who is he? a bitch! nothin’ great.
He takes shits, and fuck his old floppy wife,
Plays with his balls and judges my life! (and who the fuck is he?”
ICP, How many times